I m brave enough to attend yours. see here i m .

OMG , I m 26 now :P

Meet my Old Friends

Assalamualaikum readers,

it has been for ages not share my own story . well , this week i just got surprise from my old friend. yes , she is Dani . we haven't met each other about  3 years . N the biggest news from her is she has got married 5 months ago . really i don't have any ideas coz we lost contact . unbelievable she get married first than me hehehehe as i know she is a type of person thats not easy to make her fall in love for boys . anyway , i m happy for her :).

dani n husband (the two left) ,rebecca onni n me ^_^

We met her at my Korean friend house . actually , i don't have any planning to go there since it was almost at 9 pm.but my Korean friend ask me to come coz it is difficult to have time together .my  Korean friend were willing to take me home. and asked permission from my parents.thanks uppa!!!!!!  without any preparation n no make up , just dressed in hurry.i went there n met dani there .

It was lovely night among them , rebecca onni n huband, dani n husband n me the single . mean i m still not mature. that what they said.heheheheh . ok soon i also will have a good news for them amiiiiin !!!. 

Good friends :)

we chatted about many things , onni served food n drinks also. uppa serve us the most expensive coffee in the world. i m so lucky , i could drink that coffee. the name of the coffee is luwak coffee. among 7 billions people in the world. only 200 people around the world can drink it  per day  coz of the price is very expensive for a cup of coffee. As i know uppa ( abang in indonesia i call it for rebecca onni husband) is a distributor of luwak coffee in Indonesia with good quality n it has been proved . i m so happy for having such good friends like them even we r come from different generation . :)

It Gonna be Mine , insyallah :)

I love photography since i ve found one page that inspire me lots to capture the nature of beauty . But harus sedikit bersabar untuk dapetin type kamera yang ini karena tabungan ku masih belum cukup. doain ya ada rezeki buat nambahin duit di tabungan then i can buy this one :). amiiin

I m reading these books for August

Meet by Destiny

I will not looking for Him , and He is also not looking for me

I want we meet each other because of the destiny that Allah create for me n him just like Fatimah az-zahra and Ali bin Abi thalib

I m pretty sure Allah has prepare one for me

Amiin 

Good Friends

My Du'a

나의 사랑 이야기 (My love Story )

Assalamualaikum  readers,

Many people ask me , Do u have boyfriend? Have u ever felt in love? Coz we never see  u go out with ur boy .My answer for the questions above is yes i ever had. Some men came to my life but only One , yes the one who still have space in my heart .

There are many love  that has come into my life in different forms. Some people who came to my life as lesson and other as blessing . One man come to me as lesson and as blessing. Yes ,He is my first love who lives million miles away from me. He came to me when i was down and  needed a hand .He came to me just like a rainbow after the rain.His name has same letter like me but only different on the position of the letter. I wonder it made us close to each other.That man lives in Canada.Right!! we 'd long distance relationship. Many people were doubt toward me n him. but he proved with his action.Long distance is not big problem as long as both person do effort toward each other . Our love is sweeter than any candies in this world . With him i could smile,laugh, learn and understand many things about life.Every troubles that happen to me He is the first person that i remembered . he helped me lots even he wasn't here with me beside me . I was crying with him but he always knew how to put smile on my face. He is not only a good listener but he is also a person who will give solution . He is not only say God will help u but also try to solve the problem as possible as he can. From this i knew he is not my friend but he is someone special . it also showed me that how care he was to me.

With him, i feel special. He love to share everything to me  like what he did and what happen in his life. He also like to listen to my stories even unimportant stories. n once again my heart told me that I m really exist in his life . Problem and conflict , of course we had sometimes. actually every relationship must be having problem but not all problems can destroy relationship that u have . some problems can make u stronger as long as u can handle it . it also can make u understand each other.Even we had problem .even he was angry to me. at the end if it my mistake i would say sorry to him or even not my mistake . what make this relationship beautiful , he is not kind of man who feel reluctant to say sorry . He also said sorry to me for what he did n what he said when he was angry to me . this relationship is so good coz we had lots of love ,care and respect.

Sometime he left me unpredictable offline message just to say how special i m in his life or just to say sorry coz the little times he had for me. He knows me than anyone else even in my silence or just see my face. Yes i always miss him . He doesn't like me when i get stubborn and when i think negative about him coz of less attention from him or the limited time that he had or he was too busy. but He control my feeling so well he knows how to handle me . I still remember that song that we love to sing together.

pussy cat 2x

where have u bee

I ve been from london to visit the queen

pussy cat 2x

what did u there

i scared the little mouse under the chair.

He told me that he would have bunch of flower while waiting me in the airport one day
He told me that he would have teddy bear coz he knows that i love it lots
He told me that he would have a persian cat coz he knows  that i love cat
He told me that he would have a digital camera coz he knows that i love to see beauty in the capture
He told me that he would give big hug to let me know that he will protect me there.

He loves me as i m even my childish side is dominant in me. He called me Fareshte kuchlu ( tiny angel ) its Persian language. and i also call him in persian too he taught me so call him Fareshte bozorgh ( big angel). I love when i said to esghe mani azizam ( i love u sweety)  n he replied aku cinta kamu juga ( i love u too) in my language. He helped me on my study when i m struggling on it. He is the first man who said my name in front of Ka'bah .He means lots to me.

But this love story have to be end . this is not what we want. this not because i m not good for him or he is not good for me.We decided to split for the sake of Allah.We love Allah than anything else in this world . We cant together coz we want to pleasant Allah .We decide to keep on what faith that we have. It 's pain. But once again this is for the sake of Allah. Even we cant be together he is always in my pray. i wish he can find good woman n also have beautiful life  . This man come to me as lesson. he teach me how to love Allah than anything else ,be confident toward my self , and what is love. he is also as blessing .He makes my life brighter than the morning sun and colorful than the crayon .

now it has been months we don't talk n contact each other. honestly i miss him . sometime i don't think that i  will find someone like him any more . it's hard to forget him . but hopefully my faith make me strong n keep trust to ALLAH that sometime the person that we want most is the person is best without  and ALLAH  must have another planning for me and his life . Last , Hope both of us will have our good happy ending even we r not together. Thank u for love fareshte bozorgh  , thank u for everything may ALLAH bless u .......

with love

fareshte kuchlu

My Vocation with MOM and MY LITTLE BROTHER in West Sumatra

Teaching Little Kids

Assalamualaikum readers,

Started last year, i ve 3 private students who live not very far from my house. there are some reasons, y i decide to to teach them :

1. I need to earn money for my self  
2. My mind doesn't work twice times harder than teach  high school students . i also have schedule at uni n it takes my times lots .i need to prepare n study for my self before teaching them. coz their lesson are not difficult n i don't need to prepare or read book at home :P .
3. this job is not really hard n the place not very far so i don't need to think how much money that i spent to teach since i just know how to drive a car . so i just go teach by walking . its healthy n save money :P

Even it s easy job , but the word of easy is not always . i agree that teaching high school students ur mind work harder but teaching kids u need extra energy . their lesson look simple but u have to know their mood very well. it s one of difficulties to teach them . u cant be really  a teacher to them . sometime u have to be like a friend coz kids love talking n sharing what they know  or sometime u have to be involve in their imagination world . This is how to win their heart n make them to study. when u teach them Ur knowledge doesn't impress them lots. what make they impress u is the way how u win their heart . when u can do that i m sure they gonna like to study with u . just like i did. teaching them also need patient even sometime u have to strict . don't forget bring a little present sometime to reward every good things that they have done during study . 

It s nice to teach little kids especially for me as a woman . sometime i wonder be a mother . n sometime i think this job is giving me so many inspiration for my future life in handling the kids.^_^

this little girl's name is Vania .she  is my first private student . she is the second level of elementary school. she studies in the Islamic school which uses the international curriculum. so some of her lesson derive in English . i handle her for every subject that she has at school. she is so clever  .she love talking n sharing so before we start studying i like to ask about her day at school . she also love games so some lesson i try to combine them with the game.

My second private students is Haki. He is the only little boy that i teach (sorry i dont have his picture ) at first day his mom expected me to help him in reading coz he has problem in reading Indonesia . he read so slowly n spent much time . of course it hinders him to answer the questions in examination . at the time i though many times whether i could or couldn't coz i don't have any experience . it s look easy but sometime the reading is the nature skill that come from the kids .  i also dont remember how i can read when i was kid. Meaning i dont have any idea how to teach him to read. So i try to used alphabet /letter card for helping me . somehow this idea come to me . It works.  i said one words n ask him to find the letter and arrange it for me n some time i ask him to arrange the jumble letter . beside that , i also give him some short texts to read , before he reads i ask to predict what is the story about based on the picture has given .  n Thank to ALLAH only in one month mean in 8 meetings. He can read fluently now. So for all mothers in Indonesia who r having problem to teach their kids to read u can try to use the alphabet card  :)

My third private student is Cici . she is shy girl . i only teach her English . She is clever but not really confidence so i ve to make her active sometime . she love singing. n u know what since her daddy has ipad . she ask me to use ipad every time i need to use whiteboard...hehehehe..

"MAICIH" Crispy

assalamualaikum,

 just know it from my friend and sometime a long the way to my home i used to see this poster but i didn't have time to drop by.  my friend said  this crispy has  levels  for the spicy taste . the high level is 10.jadi penasaran !!!! :P
akhir nya  disempetin berhenti di garage cafe . i didnt choose the original one coz i was still afraid to choose the spicy level. they only have level 5 n level 10 . so my decision came to the spicy cheese crispy n no level for this crispy . and u- know what it s still spicy after sometime!!!!!! walau ngak ada level nya . the taste is so-so for me tapi spicy nya itu yang bikin nagih . ni cemilan bagus banget buat orang yang having influenza:P . may be next time i m going to buy the original taste  . gonna try level 10  :P . penasaran!!!! mudah2an ngak ke bakar lidah

His Name Diego

My handsome cousin and me 

Assalamualaikum  readers,

Talking about my cousin , pasti selalu ada cerita seru ,lucu and mengemaskan hehehehe. last saturday he was with me dari siang ampe sore nemenin dia main coz his mom had to go somewhere .so his mom asked me to keep him n his big sister. 

My cousin is so active but he is also friendly at same time . at that day we spent times with him at the game station .he made me laugh every times he communicate with other kids in the games station n also with people who older than him .after that we also watched 3D movie for the very first time .the ticket is quite expensive sekitar 35.000 untuk 15 menit pertunjukan . but its ok at least we knew how it look like . One Word , I want to watch more !!!!!!!!!!!!!! and my cousins enjoyed the show.

Heart

I feel so much pain inside it :(

My Wishes for this Year

I want to Finish My study

I wanna be a  beautiful bride , stand beside the only man who can show me what is life n love n guide me to beautiful place that we call "Jannah"

dedicated my life for education ^_^

I m Struggling

Assalamualaikum,

I m in Padang now to accomplish my my proposal .hope i can finish it till chapter III . i do really really hope coz its so difficult since i dont have so much ideas in my mind. Sometimes i wanna cry . i m really struggling here.

In Padang i rent one room for me with my friend , but she only stayed here one night with me than she need back to Pekanbaru coz she has another problem that need to finish ,so i m leave alone now in my room . even like that i dont need to feel worry coz i m not the only one person who rent room here , some students also stay here . but yeah i need to adapt with them since i m a new person here . Pray for me Here ok :)

My New Bag n My Name's Tag :)

Cute but it gains my weight :P

love it coz looks so sweet n cute

this is the inside , my snacks :)

WELCOME 2012

Dear ALLAH,

I hope that i can finish my study in 2012 no matter what month it will be . i do really hope that i can be very strong n also be grateful toward everything that happens in me , never stop learning from all of those things ,n always guide me to Ur way so i can be a better person for me, my family n other people :)

Having good times with my Bestie

Be Ready :)

My bestie n I