Unspoken Words ^_^





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WHEN MY HEART IS BEATING TOWARD SOMEONE


" Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui." 
(Fighting has been enjoined upon you while it is hateful to you. But perhaps you hate a thing and it is good for you; and perhaps you love a thing and it is bad for you. And Allah Knows, while you know not)
(QS. Al-Baqarah:216)


I always try to rely on  this surah when my heart is infatuated with someone( man). Why? Because the resulting beautiful feeling may cause you to expect too much; that's what we call the feeling of love. It is normal for it to happen in every human. Sometimes, some girls, including me, fall deep into the feeling and we ignore our well being and always see good things and ignore the bad things . So this surah reminds me to control my heart  when I love someone. You can still love someone, but remember, don't love man more than Allah.

The point of this surah is not to hate something too much and not to love something excessively because too much of something is never good.

I LOVE YOU

Aku Cinta Kamu

God can u answer this ???


God , why very difficult to control heart??? i  always try my best but mostly fail on it.
God , You are the owner of it can u control it for me ????
God why the way i love someone like this??? y so big n weak at same time?????
God if he is my destiny, can u meet me with him someday????
God , if he is not my destiny, can u give him happiness in his life n find someone best for him???
God, if he is not my destiny, can u make me stronger girl ???
Coz now i let it everything in own ways






Wheesung ft B2ST/BEAST Junhyung - Words That Freeze My Heart Mv Rom & En...


Korean

세상에 가장 예쁜 거짓말
goodbye goodbye
가슴 찢겨도 뱉는 그 말
goodbye goodbye
좋은 안녕이란 말
말도 안되는 그말


사랑한 만큼 믿었던 만큼
아파 아파
네가 너무 미워서 너무 슬퍼서
아파 아파
이게 이별이잖아
좋을 리가 없잖아
그래도 goodbye


안녕 미워도 너는 내사랑
사랑을 알려준 첫 사람
그런 너를 보내는
한 남자의 거짓말
goodbye goodbye


나만 느끼던 너의 체온도
goodbye goodbye
나만 맞추던 너의 입술도
goodbye goodbye
너무 절망스러워
그래도 널 위해서


남자로써 꼭 해야하는 말
goodbye goodbye
마지막으로 너를 힘껏 안고서
goodbye goodbye
늘어난 테잎처럼
무겁게 더듬대며
행복해 goodbye


안녕 미워도 너는 내사랑
사랑을 알려준 첫 사람
그런 너를 보내는
한 남자의 거짓말
goodbye goodbye


안녕 좋은 사람 만나 행복해
뻔한 드라마 속 이별 장면을 베낀다
말이 좋은 안녕이지
결국 널 누군가에게 뺏긴다
부모를 잃은 아이처럼
우리가 낳은 사랑은 버려진다
그래 이별은 너와 나의 책임이야
사랑 앞에 우린 죄인이야


울지마 바보야 나 정말 괜찮아
어떻게든 살아 행복할게
만남 사랑 추억 이별
참 고마웠었어 그 동안

이를 악물고 너를 보낼게
어떻게든 너를 잊을게
우리 둘이서 만든
가슴 시린 이야기
goodbye goodbye


안녕 미워도 너는 내사랑
사랑을 알려준 첫 사람
처음이자 마지막
너를 위한 거짓말
goodbye goodbye

Romanization

sesange gajang yeppeun geojitmal
goodbye goodbye
gaseum jjitgyeodo baetneun geu mal
goodbye goodbye
joheun annyeongiran mal
maldo andoeneun geumal

saranghan mankeum mideotdeon mankeum
apa apa
nega neomu miwoseo neomu seulpeoseo
apa apa
ige ibyeorijanha
joheul riga eobtjanha
geuraedo goodbye

annyeong miwodo neoneun naesarang
sarangeul allyeojun cheot saram
geureon neoreul bonaeneun
han namjaui geojitmal
goodbye goodbye

naman neukkideon neoui cheondo
goodbye goodbye
naman matchudeon neoui ipsuldo
goodbye goodbye
neomu jeolmangseureowo
geuraedo neol wihaeseo

namjarosseo kkok haeyahaneun mal
goodbye goodbye
majimageuro neoreul himkkeot angoseo
goodbye goodbye
neureonan teipcheoreom
mugeopge deodeumdaemyeo
haengbokhae goodbye

annyeong miwodo neoneun naesarang
sarangeul allyeojun cheot saram
geureon neoreul bonaeneun
han namjaui geojitmal
goodbye goodbye

annyeong joheun saram manna

haengbokhae
ppeonhan deurama sok ibyeol

jangmyeoneul bekkinda
mari joheun annyeongiji
gyeolguk neol nugungaege ppaetginda
bumoreul irheun aicheoreom
uriga naheun sarangeun beoryeojinda
geurae ibyeoreun neowa naui

chaegimiya
sarang ape urin joeiniya

uljima baboya na jeongmal

gwaenchanha
eotteokedeun sara haengbokhalge
mannam sarang chueok ibyeol
cham gomawosseosseo geu dongan

ireul angmulgo neoreul bonaelge
eotteokedeun neoreul ijeulge
uri duriseo mandeun
gaseum sirin iyagi
goodbye goodbye

annyeong miwodo neoneun naesarang
sarangeul allyeojun cheot saram
cheoeumija majimak
neoreul wihan geojitmal
goodbye goodbye

English

The most beautiful lie in the world
goodbye goodbye
The words spat out even though your

heart is torn apart
goodbye goodbye
The words meaning good farewell
The words that doesn’t even make

sense

As much as I loved you as much as I

believed you
It hurts, it hurts
Because I hate you so much, because

it’s so sad
It hurts, it hurts
This is farewell
This can’t be good
But still goodbye

Goodbye, even though I might hate

you, you are my love
The first person to teach me love
Sending you away
These are the lies of one man
goodbye goodbye

Your temperature that only I used to

feel
goodbye goodbye
Your lips that only I used to kiss
goodbye goodbye
It is devastating
But for you

The words I have to say as a man
goodbye goodbye
Embracing you tight for the last

time
goodbye goodbye
Like a tape stretched out
Stuttering heavily
Be happy, goodbye

Goodbye, even though I might hate

you, you are my love
The first person to teach me love
Sending you away
These are the lies of one man
goodbye goodbye

Goodbye, meet a better person and be

happy
I copy the scene right out of a

typical drama
Goodbye as a word might be well
In the end I lose you to someone

else
Like a kid who lost their parents
The love we made is separating
That’s right, farewell is up to us
In front of love we are sinners

Don’t cry you fool, I am really okay
I will live on no matter what, I

will be happy
Encounter, love, memories, farewell
For that moment, I was really

thankful

Clenching my teeth, I will send you

away
No matter what, I will forget you
The heart breaking story
We made together
goodbye goodbye

from :http://itja.wordpress.com

[MV HD] TVXQ - Before you go [english subs+romanization+hangul]

the second new single from TVXQ/DBSK
its so sad mv



Lyric (Hangul)

그대만 바라보는 것이 부담스럽다고 느낀다면 난 이제 그만 떠날게.
내 감정을 다스리지 못해 그댈 괴롭게 했던 거라면 이제 난 물러날게.


난 그대가 훅-하고 내 곁에서 날아가 버릴까
단 하루도 휴-하고 쉴 수조차 없었단 말야.
내 이런 바보 같은 집착이 널 아프게 할 줄 난 미처 몰랐다.


이것만은 알고가 너만 사랑했었던 단 한 남자였다고
너무 미련해서 너조차 지키지도 못했던 바보등신이었다.
너 끝까지 내 곁에 남으면 더 힘들고 쓰러질지도 몰라
아주 잘한 거야 너를 자유롭게 해줄 사람이 네 곁에 올 거야, 네 곁에 올 거야.


사소한 어떤 변명도 이제 하지 않을게 그런 표정 짓지 마 (슬퍼..)
나는 단지 입을 닫고 너의 행복만을 바래주고 싶었어. 그런 게 아닌데…no..


찬바람에 후-하고 차가운 네 손 덥혀주던 날
내 가슴에 푹-하고 안겨 나눈 1년만의 첫 키스
난 나를 주고 말았다. 언제라도 그렇다.


이것만은 알고가 너만 사랑했었던 단 한 남자였다고
너무 미련해서 너조차 지키지도 못했던 바보등신이었다.
너 끝까지 내 곁에 남으면 더 힘들고 쓰러질지도 몰라
아주 잘한 거야 너를 자유롭게 해줄 사람이 네 곁에 올 거야, 네 곁에 올 거야.


행복한 추억들을 내게 줘서 고맙다. 넌 잊고 살아. 넌 모두 잊어버리고
걱정스런 눈빛으로 보지 마 난 괜찮아.
언젠가 이 심장의 상처들은 아물겠지 언젠가 나도 좋은 사람 만나게 되겠지.
잊어! 그래, 모두 떨쳐버리고 어서가라.
내 이런 마음 다시 돌려 너를 잡아두기 전에…


습관처럼 나도 모르게 네게 전화 할지도 몰라. hello? hello? hello? hello?
네가 너무 보고 싶어서 네 집 앞에 있어도 냉정하게..


이것만은 알고가 너만 사랑했었던 단 한 남자였다고
너무 미련해서 너조차 지키지도 못했던 바보등신이었다.
너 끝까지 내 곁에 남으면 더 힘들고 쓰러질지도 몰라
아주 잘한 거야 너를 자유롭게 해줄 사람이 네 곁에 올 거야, 네 곁에 올 거야.

Translation:

If you feel it’s a burden that all my senses are focused only on you,
I will leave now
If I made you suffer ’cause I coudn’t control my feelings,
I will go now
I was afraid that like a “hooc”, you might fly away from my side.
Not a day could I rest saying “hugh…”
I didn’t know then that I was hurting you with my follish obsession

Just know this before you go
That I was the only man who loved you only
So stupid was I,
an idiot, a scumbag who couldn’t even protect you
If you stay beside me ’till the end,
You’ll be more heartbroken, you might fall.
Made a very good choice…
A person who will set you free,
will come to you, will come to you

I won’t make any more of small excuses
So make that kind of look on your face no more…
(So sad…)
With my mouth shut, I only wanted to wish your happiness
I wasn’t that, no no no…
In the cold wind, with “hoo”, I warmed up your cold hands.
“Pooc” (deep) in my arms, after a year, we had our first kiss
I gave myself to you, I always do

Just know this before you go
That I was the only man who loved you only
So stupid was I,
an idiot, a scumbag who couldn’t even protect you
If you stay beside me ’till the end,
You’ll be more heartbroken, you might fall.
Made a very good choice…
A person who will set you free,
will come to you, will come to you

Thank you for giving me happy memories
You go on and don’t remember, forget everything
Don’t look at me with worried eyes, I’m OK

Someday all my heart’s wounds will be cured
Someday I will meet a nice person…
Forget! Yeah, forget everything and hurry up and go!
Before I change my mind and hold onto you

Out of habit, I might call you without knowing
Hello? Hello? Hello? Hello?
Missing you crazy, if I’m at your door,
be cold…

Just know this before you go
That I was the only man who loved you only
So stupid was I,
an idiot, a scumbag who couldn’t even protect you
If you stay beside me ’till the end,
You’ll be more heartbroken, you might fall.
Made a very good choice…
A person who will set you free,
will come to you, will come to you.

from : http://www.soompi.com

Super Junior-M_太完美_MUSIC VIDEO_Korea Ver.

Suju-M new mv just released !!!!!!!!!
i love the korean version most than the chinese version ;)


Korean Version : 태완미 (tae-wan-mi)

(Eunhyuk)Jam i deun ga seum i ggae eo na go it ji
(Siwon)Haet sa ri ha neul a rae sa ra jil ddae
Ba ram i se sang so ge eop seo jil ddae
(Kyuhyun)Ba da ga mo rae cheo reom mal la gal ddae
Geu ddae nan i sa rang eul po gi hal ge

(Henry)Geu nyeo neun wan byeok han
(Eunhyuk)shin ye pi jo mul
(Henry)Geu nyeo neun wan jeon han
(Eunhyuk)na man ye pi sa che
(Donghae)Oh! Tae wan mi nae shim jang jon jae reul
Oh! My Lady nae ge il ggae u ji woahh~

(Zhoumi)Geu nyeo ye nun sseop gwa du nun, geu nyeo ye yeop seon gwa mok seon,
Geu nyeo ye geu a reum da um Oh! Tae wan mi

(Kyuhyun)Jam i deun ga seum i ddo ggae eo nal ddae
Just for you neo reul wi hae nun eul ddeul ddae
(Ryeowook)Eo reum jo cha bul ggo chi i reo nal ddae
Geu ddae nan i sa rang e ddwi eo deu ne..

(Sungmin)Geu nyeo neun wan byeok han
(Eunhyuk)shin ye pi jo mul
(Sungmin)Geu nyeo neun wan jeon han
(Eunhyuk)na man ye pi sa che
(Kyuhyun)Oh! Tae wan mi nae shim jang jon jae reul
Oh! My Lady nae ge il ggae u ji woahh~

(Henry)Geu nyeo ye nun sseop gwa du nun, geu nyeo ye yeop seon gwa mok seon,
Geu nyeo ye geu a reum da um

(Kyuhyun)Oh! Tae wan mi
mi nae shim jang jon jae reul

(Zhoumi)Wan jeon han ne a reum da un geu mo seup…
Neon sa ram i a nil ji do mol la…

(Eunhyuk)Ggeut eop shi na reul ju go ship ji
Ggeut eop shi sa rang ha go ship ji
Ggeut eop shi na reul ju go ship ji
Ggeut eop shi sa rang ha go ship ji
Geu nyeo wa geu nyeo wa geu nyeo wa geu nyeo wa

(Sungmin)Geu nyeo neun wan byeok han
(Ryeowook)shin ye pi jo mul
(Sungmin)Geu nyeo neun wan jeon han
(Ryeowook)na man ye pi sa che
(Siwon)Oh! Tae wan mi nae shim jang jon jae reul
Oh! My Lady nae ge il ggae u ji woahh~

(Kyuhyun) Geu nyeo ye nun sseop gwa du nun, geu nyeo ye yeop seon gwa mok seon,
Geu nyeo ye geu a reum da um Oh! Tae wan mi

(Eunhyuk) Bounce to the music let your feet go round
To the floor and Imma break it down
Let me in
Let me show all of you bling bling
and all my kiss kiss baby dance with me

(Henry)Boom Boom Boom Can i get another
Clap Clap Clap Lets go
Shake your body Move your body Pick your feet up
Imma move to the groove Baby imma go all out

Neo mu a reum da wo neo mu a reum da wo
Neo mu a reum da wo a reum da wo neo mu a reum da wo
Gye sok du geun geo ryeo gye sok du geun geo ryeo
Gye sok du geun geo ryeo du geun geo ryeo gye sok du geun geo ryeo


English Translation :

My asleep heart is waking up

The moment sunshine vanishes under the sky
The moment wind disappears in this world
The moment the sea runs dry like sand
It’s the moment I give up this love

She is the perfect creation from Gods
She is my full focus

Oh! Too perfect! The existence of my heart
Oh! My Lady You awaken it in me Woo Wo u O
Her eyebrows and eyes, her profile and neckline,
That beauty of hers Oh! Too perfect

The moment my asleep heart wakes up again
Just for you The moment my eyes open for you
The moment even fireworks burst from the ice
It’s the moment I throw myself into this love..

She is the perfect creation from Gods
She is my full focus

Oh! Too perfect! The existence of my heart
Oh! My Lady You awaken it in me Woo Wo u O
Her eyebrows and eyes, her profile and neckline,
That beauty of hers Oh! Too perfect

Totally beautiful you…
I don’t even know if you’re not a human…
Constantly I wanna give myself
Constantly I wanna give my love
Constantly I wanna give myself
Constantly I wanna give my love
To her, to her, to her, to her

She is the perfect creation from Gods
She is my full focus

Oh! Too perfect! The existence of my heart
Oh! My Lady You awaken it in me Woo Wo u O
Her eyebrows and eyes, her profile and neckline,
That beauty of hers Oh! Too perfect

[Rap]
Bounce to the music let your feet go round,
to the floor and I’ma break it down
let me in let me show you all my bling bling
and all my kicks kicks baby dance with me
Boom Boom Boom Can I get another Clap Clap Clap Lets go,
Shake your body move your body pick your feet up
I’ma move to the groove baby I’ma go all out

Too beautiful, too beautiful
Too beautiful, beautiful, too beautiful
(My heart) keeps pounding, keeps pounding
It keeps pounding, pounding, keeps pounding

from :http://koreanlyric.wordpress.com

Really Excellent Explanations with Nuclear Engineer and Precautions to Limit Health Risks from Nuclear Plant Radiation in Japan and Other Countries

Beyond the basic explanation reproduced below I have found an additional 3 very comprehensive explanations and discussions of what can be done to protect from the nuclear radiation and fallout if it happens in Japan and in other countries.

  • A Chat with a Nuclear Engineer about the Japan Nuclear Power Plant

  • Precautions Should Limit Health Problems from Nuclear Plant Radiation

  • Radiation Exposure and the Effects on Human Health                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                      I was discussing the sad and scary events in Japan with a friend. I was surprised to discover that this well educated person did not know what nuclear fission is, something I suspect is true for millions of other people too. So how does a nuclear aka atomic power plant work? And is it dangerous when it blows it's top? Is it like an atomic bomb? The answer is yes it is (dangerous)and no it is not like an atomic bomb.

    All electric power plants use something to turn turbines which turn generators and so make electricity. In the case of hyrdoelectric dams (eg. Hoover Dam) the water falling on a wheel turns the turbine which turns the generator and makes electricity. In the case of coal fired power plants, the heat from burning the coal,makes steam that turns the turbines that turns the generator that makes electricity. In the case of atomic (nuclear) power plants, the heat from a controlled atomic reaction (fission) makes steam which turns the turbine which turns the generator to make electricity.

    Both the atomic bomb and atomic power plants use nuclear fission, a reaction, the so called "splitting of the atom". When the atoms are "split" energy is given off. But the fission in an atomic plant still is different than an atomic bomb. In the case of an atomic bomb the fission reaction goes into overdrive and huge amounts of energy are released immediately.. In the case of atomic power, the reactions are controlled and contained, the energy is given off in a regulated and controlled fashion.

    Never the less, a veritable zoo of radioactive particles and radiation are associated with the nuclear reaction. If they get near you or in you they can do an assortment of nasty things such as messing up your dna..Usually these atomic creatures are all contained but the problem is when things go out of whack and some of these zoo creatures get out of their cages so to speak.

    What has happened in Japan? Why is it dangerous?...The "nuclear fuel" is encased and manipulated by elaborate mechanisms to control the speed of the nuclear reaction and also to prevent any of the radioactive material from escaping into the environment around the plant. Among the control mechanisms is the use of water to cool things down.

    Although the exact situation in Japan is rather opaque (at least to outsiders) it seems that the damage from the earthquake and tsunami has broken some of the protective containment mechanisms..Some of the broken plants have not been able to provide adequate water to cool the nuclear fuel and the tremendous heat of the atomic fission has literally melted at least partially the atomic fuel.

    There are layers of protective barriers between the "zoo of particles and radiation" and the outside world. There is good news and bad news about radioactive particles. The good news is that the radioactivity decreases with time, the bad news is that the time can be anywhere from a few seconds to thousands of years. The time it takes for the material to decrease is measured by the half life. If a material has a half life of 1 month, that means in one month half the material will be gone, and after one more month half of the remainder will be gone,etc.

    The zoo of particles and radiation is made up of things with short and long half lives as well. If the zoo creatures get out their danger depends on how close they get to you. Some are dangerous if they get near you, others are dangerous only if they get inside you.

    Right now everyone is working to keep the zoo creatures from getting out and near to people.


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    reblog : purplemedicalblog

    My Sewing Course

    Assalamualaikum ,^_^


    How 's life ??? anyway, i wanna share about my first time in sewing course. ya i m joining it. last month i bough a singer sewing machine n they gave me free course for sewing. i m so excited. that's true recently i have big obsession as a designer .i wanna make my own clothes later on :P. so today is the first day. but may be next time i cant join it anymore coz my university schedule also is at that day. luckily today i didn't have class but not next week. so i probably continue my course after two months later .
    before attending the course i looked for gasoline .my car needed it . since yesterday it have been so difficult to find it .Its big issue now in Indonesia , we don't have enough gasoline recently and it cause some public transportation stop working .i have gone to different gas stations but they said empty . so i was worrying the car can be stop before reach the course i kept praying in my heart the gasoline is enough since i didn't get it along the way to my course.
    thanks God , i can reach my course. i met new people there. we study about how to take size before make it the design . for first day only study about it. 
    the class finish at 4 then i  drove home n i still looking for the gasoline finally i saw one station in the downtown n so many cars in line . that i join the line coz it mean that they have gasoline hehehehe. huft its so crowded n long line but no other choice i need it if not my car can stop any time coz no gasoline. see this guys :

    look the line !!!! some cars are out of the gate (see the entry sign in the right side)  including my car hehehee. i took this picture in my car :P
    after all, i get it hehehehe :D
    thanks God :)

    It's really Us (girls)



    from: tumblr.com

    Some Goals that I Want to Achieve this Month

    Bismillahhirrahmanirahim , ^_^


    1. Getting 550 on toefl score 
    2. Deciding who is the participant of my research
    3. Start writing my thesis proposal
    4. Trying not to use bicycle when go jogging with my foreigner friend ..hhhhhh 
    5. Taking care of my self more often
    6. Doing assignment before its close to the deadline. apply this quote in my daily life " don't postpone somethings that u can do today" :)
    7. Attending my first time sewing course this march
    8. Getting Closer to Allah, I m trying n trying always
    9. Posting more often my own writing on my blog 
    10. Reading at least two books every week .why only  2??????  because i need to read some books that related to my study 
    11. Trying to spent sometime to translate English /Indonesian writing from any kinds of sources such as article ,journal , news etc .In order i can  improve my vocabulary n grammar :). i get this tips from one of websites. i think  that s good idea . 
    Hope I can do these things n keep them up ............. keep fighting !!!
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